Written on October 27, 2019, the feast day of the Apostles Saints Simon (the Zealot) and Jude (patrons of Impossible Cases).
Experienced in 2012 or 2013
I sat on my bedroom floor one evening, leaning my back against the
bed and facing the closet doors that were partially opened. I recall having a
Rosary hanging on the closet doorknob and I must have been meditating on it. I
took a moment to glance over to the interior of the closet and I noticed that
the adversary was trying to scare me with a scene of horror. I also noticed
that God was protecting me from terror because the scene was opaque. I did not
feel terror because I had already experienced so much dark night of the soul,
but I was slightly disturbed. I could barely make out some details. Gruesome
death is what Satan was trying to show me. Suddenly, my spirit was slammed with
what felt like being hit by a truck. The intensity was so extreme that it felt
like I would die. Right then I heard a calm voice whom I knew to be the Holy
Spirit tell me that this is what babies of abortion experience (i.e. extreme,
unbearable traumatic pain within their spirit). The trauma faded and I was left
shaken and wiser for it. The mystical learning continued.
Artist: Humaira Abid
Over time, the Holy Spirit explained to me that the separation of
the spirit from the body is only to be done by God; otherwise, the agony can be
equated to the tearing of skin from flesh. Regardless of the stage of
development, the baby in the womb has a spirit that is attached to cells. When
torn from these cells, the spirit experiences pure agony. It doesn’t matter if
the neurology has fully developed because this agony is experienced through the
spirit. People will try to refute this idea, but they will know when it happens
to them. This is because we experience this pain within our purgatory or hell
if we do not follow God’s laws regarding this topic. A person who takes another
life very well may have their own spiritual blood upon their hands. If they
knew this to be true, they most likely would not make the same decision. So,
when you see people “fighting” for their “right” to choose, please visualize
the suffering that they may be bringing upon themselves and pray for their
souls. If you do not, then your spiritual blood may be upon your hands.
The Lord allowed me to learn this difficult lesson within my
earthly purgation because I used to take the birth control pill prior to my
spiritual awakening and I accidently conceived and miscarried while taking the
pill. When I miscarried, I sensed the Holy Spirit tell me that it was my baby
as I looked at the large number of “cells” in the toilet. I immediately felt an
intense, unexpected sorrow.
"Blueberry" the stuffy.
From a worldly perspective, this
made no sense as I didn’t believe in God and I did believe in a woman’s “right”
to choose. I believed in science. It was not possible for it to be anything but
cells. This tissue was too small to suffer (i.e. no nerves to suffer pain). I
never wanted an abortion for myself, but I didn’t want to “impose” my ideas
upon another. If only I had known that spirits are attached to little cells and
that I could be aborting my own baby by taking the birth “control” pill. If
only I had known that it was the only baby that I may ever conceive. I work
with babies and children. They are my passion. How could this be? If only I had
known. Who are we to control life in this way? We are naïve, self-centered
people of not-God when we think in this way. Pride has been our downfall.
Abortion is wrong. In fact, abortion is a spiritual suicide for those who
promote it, participate in it or neglect to help others to avoid it when God
calls. God has mercy, especially for little babies whose spirits are torn from
their flesh.
Please watch the videos below. Pray and speak out beyond what you ever knew possible. The Rosary is a fierce weapon as well as the prayer below.
Please watch the videos below. Pray and speak out beyond what you ever knew possible. The Rosary is a fierce weapon as well as the prayer below.
Lord Jesus please forgive us,
deliver us, and manifest all creation to save us from ourselves. We know not
what we do. In Jesus blessed Holy name. Amen
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