My
little bosses. They are adorable, cunning and witty little handfuls whom I love
very much. They are also victims within this spiritual war, and they put me
at risk of diabolic suffering. I am a spiritually sensitive mystic who works
with infants and young children. I am a witness of the spiritual war within the
lives of little people within our world. It is rare to find a job working with
a devout Catholic family, so I have been working with families who are
spiritually lost. I see and experience their demons beyond what I would ever
want for anyone else to endure. It is survival to work with these families, but
it is also spiritual work to give witness to the reality of the spiritual world
behind the veil.
I have worked with many infants and
children since my spiritual awakening and mystical gifts. I had been working
with children for several years prior to my spiritual enlightenment and earthly
purgation. My experience and understandings were quite different prior to my
conversion and gift. Prior to my conversion, I was quite focused on psychology,
early intervention and prevention within the early childhood field. Now I have
no choice but to focus more on the spiritual roots of challenges within infancy
and early childhood because I have witnessed several spirits within many
families and early childhood environments. These spirits have affected the behaviors
of little ones in ways that may be considered diagnosable or easily analyzed by
the world. The manifestations became psychological/behavioral, but the roots
were spiritual.
These ideas may be difficult or
confusing for people of the world; easily judged by many. They may be labelled
as fictitious or untrustworthy. I wish that I didn’t feel weighed down by such
judgements, but it does weary me at times. Regardless, the work continues
because Jesus kindly and directly asked me to tell my story and so I do. God
bless those who believe, and God heal and enlighten those who do not. You will
all believe at some point within your eternity. Believing early on will be most
merciful to oneself. These are difficult lessons when learned in the ways that
I have learned. It is easier to learn vicariously and prudently. Learning
through personal interaction with demons (i.e. within purgatory) is suffering
and hellish at times. By not following the laws and ways of God, we bring these
spiritual roots of psychological/behavioral disturbance into the lives of
infants and young children (as well as to those who care for them).
I am blessed to have the freedom to write,
speak and express truth. I have a voice and I am just beginning to use it. Not
everyone can use their voice. Many people are silenced in various ways. I also
have the freedom to live and express my religious beliefs and experiences. I
felt called to the religious life, but I know that the telling of my story may
be put at risk. The rigorous monastic schedule would challenge me in the
telling of my story, which is my primary spiritual calling. I have been given
truth by Our Lord and He has asked for me to speak it, so I live a Holy life in
the world to retain my ability to speak and advocate for Him and His Holy
creation. This is not easy as I experience torment from unholy spiritual environments.
The world is not a nice place behind the veil in this war. I have endured much
torment from the sins of others, but I suppose that is how I learned not to
sin. It has been a difficult learning, but a blessing to a narrow, Holy path.
The fruit will be eternal peace.
Use the voice that God has given to
you. Express it through art, music, writing, speaking and any other means
possible. Do not leave this world in silence. “Speak (Lord), for your servant
is listening.” (Samuel 3:10) Be a vessel of Holiness within whatever state of
life you have been given. Complacency is not of God. Be willing to die
(socially or bodily) for the expression of God’s truth. Martyrdom is a gift and
is our highest spiritual calling. Be willing to leave this world with an
exclamation point of truth. Be an open witness and advocate of God’s truth.
“(T)ruth will set you free” (John 8:32) and peace in eternity is forever for
those who please the Most High. Avoid all bitterness and despair. Know His Mercy,
Forgiveness, Glory and Justice. Know that He wins this war. Remember patience
and fortitude. Know that virtues are everything in the eyes of the Lord and proceed
accordingly. Learn to fear the Lord which truly means learn to fear offending
and being cut off from the Lord. He is our source of Eternal Life and Joy. He
is Love for those who Love Him by closely following Him. Love Him. When you
know Him as I do, you will naturally Love Him. He is Lovable. 😊
I am a witness and fruit of God’s
mercy and justice. Prior to my awakening, I made mistakes that led me to the
denial of my creator and opened doors to many demons within the lives of the infants
and young children that I worked with. I was spiritually naïve with very great
intentions. I was hell-bound if I did not change my ways. Fortunately, the Lord
had a way of teaching and saving me from myself. It was a difficult way, but
merciful for my eternity. He gave me an early purgation to teach me what I was
attached to and what is true. His Truth has been setting me free.
You cannot deny Holy Catholicism once
you experience the war behind the veil. You cannot avoid being abused once you
are face to face with your own demons within purgation. He introduced me to the
demons that I had brought in. He introduced me to the demons that I grew up
with. He introduced me to Himself, His Mother and many Saints within Heaven. He
helped me to overcome these curses that existed from my own misdeeds and that
of my family and ancestors. He was merciful to offer this purgation because
many people would say that I didn’t qualify for purgatory because I used the
pendulum for many years and denied Our Lord. I didn’t know that it was of the
occult. I didn’t know the true meaning of the occult. I didn’t know the true
meaning of Catholicism or the teachings within the scriptures. It was before
the time of easy access to the Internet and information. It was something that
I learned from my mother and other spiritually lost people. They were kind and
spiritually naïve. Their intentions were good, but their actions were hell-bound.
Over my lifetime, I had witnessed much
scandal and hypocrisy within Christianity. I had no desire to attach to scandal
and hypocrisy, so I had no desire to become a Christian. I respected Christians
but kept them at a distance. I made sure not to take the Lord’s name in vain. I
presented myself conservatively and honorably but did not want to become part of
a group unless I believed in it deeply within my soul. I am not the type of
person to join for social or external reasons. I would only join for truth, and
I did not see it within the people.
I was born into a lost family but didn’t
realize that Catholicism was within my lineage. My Great Grandmother was molested
within the Catholic Church. As a result, she did not pass her Catholicism on to
my family. Unknowingly, we lived with the Satanic residue of sexual abuse and
scandal. People learn to distrust the Church and still need to fill the void
where God should have been. They seek and Satan secretly guides good hearted, naïve
people who become hell-bound if it were not for the Mercy of Our Lord. But know
this, Justice was very much a part of my awakening. Purgation cannot be avoided,
or the lessons will not be learned. Hell is not to be repeated within Heaven,
so purgation cannot be avoided when a spirit falls so far from God through the
occult, even when the people involved are indirect victims of Church abuse and
seeking what they perceive to be godly truth through their lost spiritual
methods. Our Church leaders are in serious spiritual danger when they allow
their flock to be abused and/or misguided to the point of mortal sin. They are
truly diabolically disoriented when they overlook such matters. They are hell-bound
and need God’s Mercy through Our Lady’s intercession. The Rosary is their Hope.
Satan had a plan against me, but God
prevailed. God revealed Himself to me and sent me on a path of earthly
purgation and mystical learning. I went through Heaven and Hell and Heaven for
many years. I had very little support and very much spiritual neglect from the
clergy of today. I endured broken systems in the face of diabolical torment and
torture. I learned that God will help the most abused and neglected in the most
beautiful and mystical ways imaginable. My story is beautiful, only because of
Him. One day I will fully express it through art, film, writing and possibly
music. God is beautiful.
Be wise by withholding judgement and
asking Jesus for truth through His mercy. My writings are truth through God’s
mercy for you. They are the fruit of my suffering. The fruit has led to my
personal salvation and sanctification which is always progressing. I am not
complete. I am becoming complete through Our Lord. Blessings to all in Christ
Jesus through the intercession of Our Blessed Virgin Mary, Mother of God. St. Pio and St. Michael, please pray for
us. St. Therese of the Child Jesus, St. Teresa of Avila, and St. John of the
Cross please pray for us. St. Catherine of Sienna and St. Joan of Arc, please
pray for us. Heaven through Our Lord Jesus Christ, please pray and intercede
for us.
